hnnnng

fuck fuck fuck

the guy i used to like now likes me

but the guy that i like now likes me

and there's another guy that likes me and apparently is going to ask me to prom

what to do

what to do

why

why do multiple guys have to like me

i think the one that i like likes me back
but one of the guys that like me is apparently going to ask me to prom

fuuuuuuuuuuuuck

i guess i could go with him

but what if the one i like ask me out and the other one asks me to prom

awk

great considerations

i was walking to my class yesterday after school...

a flash of light hit me.
i turned to the left...
and saw blackberry's blad spot reflecting off light.

promises of friendship

I promise our friendship is my life!

you're the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,
you're the STAR to my BURST,
you're the M to my M,
you're the POP to my TART,
...you're the MILKY to my WAY,
you're the FRUIT to my LOOP,
you're the MILK to my DUDS,
you're the LUCKY to my CHARMS,
you're the ICE to my CREAM,
but mostly....
you're the BEST to my FRIEND

it takes a lot of strength to apologize. once you do it, there's nothing that can stop you.


it's like inspiration. it's contagious. once you get it, you can do anything.



apologies cannot be expressed in ways that most people express them.

but others push them away and try to ignore the apologies.


then how can it be successful?

once someone know's it's out there, you can't stop it.

what happened?

what happened my dear?
we were the best since first grade.



what happened my dear?
we did everything together.




what happened my dear?
we did each other's hair.




what happened my dear?
we told each other our darkest secrets.



what happened my dear?














high school happened.

strawberry love

strawberry now rides my bus... haha

apparently he moved right by my house...


SO WE CAN HANG OUT AND CHILL

too bad he sits in the front of the bus.

always awkward.

listening to his kpop.

not that i don't like kpop.

I LOVE IT.

but strawberry's a noob that just sleeps while listening to it...